Ugh. Had a horrible night last night full of dreams (or should I say, nightmares?) about NM, NSJ and NHS. It was their usual mocking verbal abuse behavior and it was just as awful as it was when it was actually occurring in real life. I hate nights like that because I can't help but wake up feeling all yucky inside. I'm trying hard to let it go and shrug off these negative feelings but I can't seem to shake it. I'm sure you all are all too familiar with the heavy, depressing, agitated, stomach in knots feelings I'm having.
I wonder if a time ever comes when this goes away? Does a time come when there are no more nightmares or, at the very least, when the nightmares don't leave me feeling all this yucky-ness?
*sigh* Well, I'm off to go work on my sunroom/kitchen. I'm almost done painting in there and it's looking awesome. Perhaps that will finally help take my mind off my N FOO.