Friday, April 15, 2011

Feeling a bit better today...

I still feel a bit down but I keep reminding myself of all the shitty things that NF and NSM have done, recently as well as over the years, and with each recollection, the sadness decreases and my good friend, justified anger moves closer. Not that I'm sitting here all angry either exactly but I'm less feeling sorry for myself and more feeling, "Fuck 'em!", know what I mean? :o)

So far, no further contact from NSM or NF. I'm betting it won't last though. I suspect that, in a couple of days, I'll receive an phone call or email from NSM (or possibly NF) saying how "disappointed" they were in my recent behavior and that they weren't able to visit with ds because of it, and after "coming all this way" too. Awww. Can ya hear the violins?

Looking forward to tomorrow. We're going out to my IL's to celebrate ds' birthday. Since dh was invited by my BIL to watch a pay-per-view boxing match that won't end till really late (and since they're calling for some pretty big storms to come through here) we've decided to stay over at my IL's. It will be kind of fun to get away for a night, even if it is only the next town over! And it will be especially nice to be around family who loves and supports me "as is"!

Hope you all have wonderful weekends!

1 comment:

  1. Yup, I know what you mean in the first paragraph. I have learned from other bloggers that narcissistic are so predictable. Makes it easier to plan a response. Glad to hear you will have a mini vacation in a place that you feel accepted. Hoping you have a wonderful time.